Contentment

Just browsing around...just finished watching CSI. I cried because the episode is about a mom who gave birth in a distressful situation but it's happy ending episode. I have to pick up Bianca in 20 minutes. Sophie is sleeping as well as Eric but he's in the car. I'm keeping an eye on him. It's always like this right after we dropped his sister at school he fall asleep. He's so cute every time he bid goodbye to his sister. He will hug her tight and kiss her in the cheek. Oh my children, they're my inspiration. I live the simplest life but I couldn't ask for more.

Learning is not compulsory... neither is survival.

I'm Back

It's been a month since I last updated this blog and I just got the chance to update now because all my kids are sleeping and Bianca is in Klamath. By the way Bianca, is my husband's granddaughter whose mom, Jody died in a car accident last Nov. 2008. It took a lot of stress and hardships before we got a custody over Bianca because her mom left her with her ex boyfriend who is a known piece of s***t, probably that's why we won in the custody battle. It's been a 7 months court battle and I'm glad it's over. Besides the horrible costs of attorney's fees and evrything which we haven't paid off yet, the most important thing is Bianca is here with us. She's in a safer place now compare to where she leave before, in a reservation where people get drunk most of the day. And I would like to believe that she's happier now, now that she's with us. And I'm praying to God that I will be able to show her to be a good person and a responsible individual.

8 Days

Eight days more to go before my due date. Although I have a feeling that I might give birth sooner. I've been having contractions for awhile. I'm not worried because my doctor said my baby is doing great. That's what all matters to me. This pregnancy seems so hard for me because I have munchkins that make me busy most especially that we won in the guardianship of a precious 6 year old girl. I consider her a blessing. So far we have her for almost a month now but things are not hard as I thought it would be. We were able to make her feel at home. And I'm praying that I'm right with my observations. That's why I don't almost have time for blogging but I really tried my best to update my blog.

He'll Be Missed

When I first read about Michael Jackson's death in yahoo news, it wasn't confirmed yet that's why I was thinking that it might just be a publicity stunt until I saw it in the CNN news. At first it wasn't a big deal for me until I saw in CNN his videos, then I realized that he's really gonna be missed. His music is terrific and his songs are very inspiring. It's just always ironic when we feel someone's exemplary contributions when he's already gone. Amidst all his fame he was a lonely man all along and yet he has inspired millions of people through his music. May God have mercy on his soul.